Lost a part

I lost it,
I vow that I'd be better
I'd be gentle
Now,I lost my feeling
you made me going to crazy
I tried my best to prove myself
I tried to understand your feeling
but don't u understand me?
What I want is simple
I'm just like an idiot in your eyes
Lonely Christmas day
What about next?
A lonely new year again?
Please tell me the truth
Am I a important person in your mind?
or I'm just like a stupid stranger
I'm absolutely lost my feeling
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